milkynigger:

milkynigger:

Hello! I’m a 15 year old girl from Brazil and I’d like to tell you a little bit about me.

Some time ago I found out I had clinical depression. I know many people don’t believe that ‘depression’ is a serious thing. Well, I didn’t. I thought it was just some sadness that would go away. I kept telling myself that, therefore I never told anybody how I felt. I mean, it wasn’t important, so why would I waste my time telling people I needed help? 

Things started to get serious, and a lot worse for me. I was in conflict, I was sad, I was nervous, anxious, pissed, stressed, angry, I wanted to scream, I wanted to kill everyone…I wanted to kill myself. For some time I found comfort in cutting. My body was a mess, but I was feeling good. But since all good things end, my ‘comfort’ ended as well.

It was hot. I was hot. I wanted to wear summer clothes. Short sleeves and all that shit. But I couldn’t because noone knew ‘my little problem’. I hadn’t told anyone…It wasn’t important, right? It would not affect me, my life, my happiness. I was so fucking wrong, and now I didn’t have anyone to help me. And I also didn’t want to tell my family now..I thought it was too late. Too late for me to be happy ever again. My life was over. All hope..gone. GAME OVER. I lost. And now? now I die.

I was in the Hospital when my mom came to me, crying “I could’ve helped, why didn’t you tell me?” Why didn’t I tell her? Why was I so stupid? Look at where you are now! And this is all your fault! 

So if you feel like you are not well, like you want to die, like everything is hopeless, like life is meaningless..tell someone how you feel. You can get the help you need. If you’re bullied you can ask your mom to change schools, if you’re feeling too sad you can see a doctor and get some medication, if you’re in conflict you can go see a therapist. 

There is hope. So don’t give up! Happiness is just around the corner, you just need to walk a little bit more. 

Please pass this along, I want every teenager that is suicidal to read this, because maybe what I just said will mean something. 

Please, just one reblog won’t ruin your tumblr. Thank you! :)

please, spread…nina is alive, i want her to read this